Found out just last night before i sleep that a junior of mine passed away.Yap, she was from Dunearn.Dunearn again huh?
The fourth person that has passed away eversince when i was in sec 2.

The first one was my good friend.

The 2nd one was a girl who met with a car accident outside her church.

The 3rd is a malay guy from my batch who died because he tried break-dancing at home himself.

But...I have no idea who my junior was.Rachael.Even my ex-choir president, Merina cannot remember.I'm sorry..but,i really cannot remember ah.

But, it is really silly of her.She commit suicide..Just because of a relationship.Of a guy. Dying for a guy..Its not worth it at all.Especially if u wan to die to spite the guy..

Somehow,it reminds me of some people i knew when i was in secondary schools. There was this girl who wanted to commit suicide and keep on telling pple(including me,of cos!) so as to gain sympathy and friendship.

Initially, my friends and i were very concerned about her.. But as time passes and she continued to do that, no one really bothers about her anymore. And there is one day where she actually smsed me that she wan to eat alot of panadol to commit suicide. I didn't really bother about that, as i thought that it won't happen.

But, the next day, she was admitted to her hospital for overdosage of panadols. But, i still didn't visit her in the hospital. In the end, the friendship was gone. She end up destructing her own future and life..

Maybe this really tell us not to lie too much, huh? People like u for who you are.. And not for ur lies.. So, just be ur true self~


Does this picture reminds you guys of anything?


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Originally uploaded by yuhanzz.

Haha, maybe only some of u does. =X


Anyway, got back a few papers today. Did well for my GP. Got a C5 for it. I passed for the first time~! (i mean for big exams) But, it might be because the marker was very lax ? My GP tutor, Sally Chua said so. She said we don't deserve the marks we have got.

But..my physics paper 2 & 4..Paper 2 is structured questions. Just pass. But, my class did very very badly. Some got 30++/90, Some even got 20++/90 for paper 2. Haix, wondering how the other classes did..~_~

And i totally screwed up my practical paper 4. Was so angry with myself when i recieved the paper back today. Supposed to plot a graph-- Resistance against Length...


Guess what i plotted?


Resistance against Potential Difference(p.d) !!!!

I hate p.d! Hate p.d~Hate p.d~Hate p.d! Marks for gradient gone, marks for axes gone, marks for finding y-intercept gone. What was i doing ? Can't believe it.

And..i sub. in wrong values. Supposed to sub. in -0.100 ..and i wrote -0.0100 !! Blur hor ?

Never mind.. I cannot possibly do anything about it anymore. Just comfort myself that at least i didn't fail..

My close friends in my class (other than 1) didn't do well also.. Esp...HER
Actually, i can feel that she was kinda sad..But, she kept laughing to hide her sadness. I feel sad for her. And i can say that she is a very hardworking girl. But, she just don't get what she is supposed to get.

Last time..at secondary school...


Hardworking = 85% Good grades

Now..At JC


Hardworking does not equal to Good grades anymore.

You need:

1) Pick up the correct skills and apply it correctly.

2) Not only you need to do alot of TYS questions, you need to do again again and again.

3) Learn equations, skills, knowledge and remember them forever. Well, at least for 2 years of your JC life.

4) Luck ***Very very impt~


Then.. why am i still doing so much work? *Blehz

I guess that is why pple say JC is the time when You can play hard and study hard.. Cos..You really need to study HARD!